As winter begins, the cold air is already chilling in the evenings. Zhu Yin sits on the bedstead while reading a book ;then, drops the book for a moment and gets up and closes the windows due to the fluttering curtains in the room. In a clean,tidy bedroom, a quite large bookshelf occupies a large space of the small room besides the study table.

As the neighborhood is pretty quiet, Zhu Yin spent most of his times reading. After stretching his waist for a bit, he sips a cup of water on the bedside table thinking what should he cook and eat. As soon as he drops the cup on the table, he hears the doorbell ring. Even though Zhu Yin is a university student, he doesn't have many friends because of his cold personality. He does not have any closest friend but he had two friends who are extremely attached and good to him. Zhao Xue and Mo Ling may be badmouthing each other, but they were nice to him and Zhu Yin takes them as his friends. It seems that one of them is visting him now.

Since Zhu Yin's parents were in the rural area, Zhu Yin was living alone in a hired apartment in Beijing. Therefore he really likes it when someone visits him. There's gonna be full of plenty of voices in the dry and silent house.

Once the door is open, Zhu Yin almost wants to close the door back because of the strong smell. However, the door had been opened already and Zhao Xue in front of him gives him the brightest smile. Zhu Yin feels unhappy because of the drunken Zhao Xue. He will surely be troubled. Also the last time, Zhao Xue had been drunk and troubled him in various ways. From the experience of the first time, he has known that Zhao Xue has a habit of telling people that he loves them when he is drunk.

He lets out a sigh , lets Zhao Xue in and closes the door.When he returns to the room , he can't find Zhao Xue in the living room. This guy seems to like his room. Every time he visits, he goes into his room and climbs in his bed.

Zhao Xue is lying on the bed as Zhu Yin expected. As friends, he doesn't make any special hosting and sits down beside Zhao Xue and takes the book he is reading back leaning against the wall. Zhao Xue stays quiet beside him knowingly. After a while, he puts his head on Zhu Yin's thigh who is sitting cross-legged.

"Be calm.I'm reading"

Zhao Xue does not say anything but the hands clutch at Zhu Yin's waist. The intense smell of alcohol makes Zhu Yin dizzy as becoming close. He becomes frustrated and drops the book, removes Zhao Xue's head from his lap, and tries to pull off the hands from his waist. But Zhao Xue does not let go and pushes Zhu Yin down on his back on the bed. His friends seem to like skinship very much, and they often rub and tease Zhu Yin. Among them, Zhao Xue is at the top of the list.

"I am reading."

As usual, he says in a calm tone and pushes Zhao Xue off who is towering over him but he was physically restrained with his body. Zhu Yin is surprised but thinks that he is acting silly , raises his leg for a kick and Zhao Xue's legs quickly enter between his legs. This situation is very uncomfortable. Zhu Yin removes them but his hands are held tightly and his lips become warm. The closed door is blown open due to the strong wind and a loud breeze blows in. However, Zhu Yin couldn't be able to mind that wind because of Zhao Xue's unusual and strange behaviour towards him.

"Zhao Xue, are u crazy? I am Zhu Yin!"

It can be seen that this is his fault, from Zhao Xue's behaviours which become more aggressive and lustful.

"Two years ago; in December , I saw a boy who is as beautiful as cherry. Later, I found out he is Zhu Yin who is the idol of our school. You are my first love, Zhu Yin.I want to be with you just like this. But that bastard is planning to make you his even with the help of his friends. He is saying that he will go and persuade your parents. No! You are mine, Zhu Yin. You are mine since the very beginning.I gave that guys some beatings with a rod. You don't need to be afraid now, Xiao Zhu Yin."

The strange words and the alcohol smell of Zhao Xue cause Zhu Yin's head ache. This Zhao Xue also talks nonsense when he is drunk?.... While sighing dejectedly, he pushes Zhao Xue's head who is looking at him.

"Don't talk nonsense. Sleep for a while if you are drunk."

Zhao Xue did not release him. He holds both hands of Zhu Yin in one hand and places them above his head. When the other hand reaches under Zhu Yin's shirt, he feels the signs of the danger.

"You quit"

Now, it is too late for Zhu Yin to understand that he really has to struggle. Zhao Xue starts to act like he is harassing him. This may be because of Zhao Xue being drunk and acting delusional but Zhu Yin who is the sane one cannot tolerate it. Zhao Xue has a strong body, a tall height and it stresses Zhu Yin. Zhu Yin, with a small body frame,  is in a state of disrepair. It looks like this is going to be a black shadow of his life.

How could he allow this to happen as a man? It looks like Zhao Xue doesn't have any sense and he is ready to taste him. He is so angry that he wants to kill the guy on him. But he cannot do anything and he is frustrated with himself. As the most dangerous situation becomes closer ,  Zhu Yin makes the decision grinding his teeth. Although he is not a woman, his dignity and sense of shame does not allow him to do so. So he chooses to die. If he hadn't died, he would have beaten and discipline him. Suicide is extremely painful. Among various ways, it is the real end when Zhu Yin understands that biting the tongue is in an agony of extreme pain.

"Zhu Yin Zhu Yin , What are you doing? Open your mouth. Open the mouth! I don't allow you to die, Zhu Yin...."